Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: spend some time- eminem
it's been almost a week since we got out of school.
i ve beenthinking alot of luis, and what happened between us, i cant believe i fell in love with him. i never expected to ,especially from him. he's more like my best freind then anything more. but i cant stop thinking about him. i need to quit thinking about him, i'm never going to see him again anyway so, whats the point?

Temptation
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: You oughtta know
Topic: Temptation
Can you resist?
This evil force pulling you in?
Fighting you within?
Tension hanging inthe air
With everything around, do you dare?
Is it worth to you
or nothing at all?
If you get caught, will you tell the truth,
Or have someone else take the fall?
Voices echoing in your mind,
What is it you want to find?

My Demise
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: Dream on- Aerosmith
It was a clear grey sky today,
Threatening to rain on this gloomy day.
Wind billowing in my face,
I walk throughout these crowded halls
As rain dropletts started to fall.
I see your face
and I quicken my pace
I don't want to lose you again.
You're one os those who doesn't pretend
and that is why we're still freinds.
Amidst all this chaos and lies,
You're the one I turn to in my demise.

Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Chopsuey- System of a Down
Topic: fear
What is this fear?
That has erupted me in a sea of tears?
They're falling down fast,
But swelling back in.
Then it leaves.
So do I.

Nine Lives
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: Forward- Linkin Park
Last night, I put the gun to my head
Said my prayers, and died again.
Two lives down and seven more to go.
My footsteps echo throughout the dark hall
as I reach further to fall
I don't feel anymore tempo
From the life I held in my hands.
It's falling apart
Like sand in an hour glass
This journey has gone too far